of this moving around from one place to another always having to be mixed up in other peoples houses etc. I'm trying very hard not to grumble too much & trying hard to settle in quietly until I can join you but it isn't easy Darling. It really isn't. I long more and more for a tiny flat somewhere. I don't want a house and a garden-I just want a tiny modern flat. Dearest Darling how are you? I long for your mail-just want to know you love & adore me & miss me.